concurrence

"Flow with whatever may happen and let your mind be free. Stay centred by accepting whatever you are doing." - Budokah

funny how you sometime find randomly - in a radio song, in a facebook profile, in a tshirt picture- exactly what you were looking for.

short variation on cinnamon effects

recently i developed the fear of ends. it comes in various ways: fear of throwing the barbie doll i`ve been playing with, fear of reading the sugar cubes after a conference and realizing it is over, fear of going to sleep without realizing that the day was special, fear of finishing my books, fear of eating all the cookies in the jar, fear of 0 turn into 1 and 1 into 2.. etc
which is weird coming from a person passionate about checking to do lists.

am currently reading My name is Red, by Orhan Pamuk. He dedicates numerous perspectives to the illusion of building your immortality in this world. he also dedicates numerous perspectives to the accidents (if luck is an accident) that do generate immortality, but the most surprising aspect is the funny race between immortality and mortality- which one is the least relative in comparison with the other?
it is an amazing book, filled with stories of a story. fortunately :), so far, my curiosity is far bigger than the fear i would find the end of this amazing work. Maureen Freely stated that the book only misses a Nobel award. well, it doesn`t miss it anymore.

The question i am asking myself now is: isn`t fear of the past defining living in the future?
But anyway, maybe it`s just a Christmas melancholy and sides effects of my cinnamon addiction.